the Knowing
Jay Michaelson
let me commence
the knowing
of knowing
the peeling back
of the garments
the gentlest undressing
of this
let me arouse
the quality
of being
and fall into
the embrace
the immersion
into the knowing
of knowing itself
like swimming
in a warmth
that has every synonym
and none
or discovering
one is water
melting
into a pond
like disappearing
in the sweetest dissolution
in the consummation
that is
now
like a delightful surrender
to yourself
only to discover
it isn't yours
it is only knowing
it is only is
the thinnest meridian of an instant
this most transparent love
an arena
of sky
with everything within it
we have so few words
for kisses
so few concepts
for embrace
for surrounding
for dissolving into
for the
simultaneous
merging
and emerging
or for the yearning, the coming to know
the song
the nape of the neck
the holy playfulness
of being itself
the secret seduction
of seducing itself
we have so few words
and every one of them
points in the wrong direction
so, beloved,
let me put an end to language
let me commence
this undressing
of reality
this unwording
of simplicity
let me know
the nakedness
of experience
coming near
nearer
that is none other
than
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Jay Michaelson recently returned from a six-week
meditation retreat, during which this poem was written, and the accompanying photograph
was taken. His notes from the retreat are being
published on his blog.
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