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 the Knowing
 Jay Michaelson
 
 
 
 
 let me commence
 the knowing
 of knowing
 the peeling back
 of the garments
 the gentlest undressing
 of this
 
 let me arouse
 the quality
 of being
 and fall into
 the embrace
 the immersion
 into the knowing
 of knowing itself
 
 like swimming
 in a warmth
 that has every synonym
 and none
 
 or discovering
 one is water
 melting
 into a pond
 
 like disappearing
 in the sweetest dissolution
 in the consummation
 that is
 now
 
 like a delightful surrender
 to yourself
 only to discover
 it isn't yours
 
 it is only knowing
 it is only is
 
 the thinnest meridian of an instant
 this most transparent love
 
 an arena
 of sky
 with everything within it
 
 we have so few words
 for kisses
 so few concepts
 for embrace
 for surrounding
 for dissolving into
 
 for the
 simultaneous
 merging
 and emerging
 
 or for the yearning, the coming to know
 the song
 the nape of the neck
 
 the holy playfulness
 of being itself
 the secret seduction
 of seducing itself
 
 we have so few words
 and every one of them
 points in the wrong direction
 
 so, beloved,
 let me put an end to language
 let me commence
 this undressing
 of reality
 this unwording
 of simplicity
 
 let me know
 the nakedness
 of experience
 
 coming near
 
 nearer
 
 that is none other
 than
 
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Jay Michaelson recently returned from a six-week 
meditation retreat, during which this poem was written, and the accompanying photograph 
was taken.  His notes from the retreat are being 
published on his blog.
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